This is my "secret" weight loss blog. I'm 20 years old 5'6 and 142 pounds at the moment. I recently weighed 158 but I've lost a few pounds and seem to be stuck. So this blog is my secret motivation because everyone thinks I'm crazy for trying to lose more weight but I just don't feel good anymore. I used to be so skinny and people would always talk about it. But now I'm just fat. Everyone tells me I look better... But I don't feel better. I feel so much worse. I can feel each heavy ugly pound of fat clinging to my body for dear life just weighing me down and I need it gone SOON. Or I might lose my mind.... My goal weight is 110.., or possibly 100... We'll see... And here. We. Go!